多年来,Fergie已经发展了很多*。这位42岁的小伙伴刚刚发行了她的第二张专辑, 双Dutchess (她11年来的第一次),最近和她8年的丈夫Josh Duhamel经历了一次令人心碎的离婚。在所有这些变化之后,Fergie最近在接受英国出版物采访时开放了 互动新闻 关于她过去生活中的另一个重大事件:处理水晶甲瘾。
“在我的最低点,我患有化学性精神病和痴呆症。我每天都产生幻觉,”她回忆道。 “因为我的大脑中的化学物质停止使用这种药物花了一年的时间才能解决问题。我只是坐在那里,看到一只随机的蜜蜂或兔子。”
她继续说道,“我记得在想:’如果我走到外面,而特警队就在那里,我一直都是对的。但是,如果他们不在那里,那就是毒品让我看到事情,我将最终进入一个机构。如果这真的是毒品,我不想再这样过这样的生活。“我走出教堂;显然没有SWAT团队,只是我在一个停车场。这是一个自由的时刻。“
这不是Fergie第一次开放她的吸毒成分。十多年前,这位歌手说 时间 她的成瘾“是我曾经与之分手的最难的男朋友。”她继续在她的视觉专辑中暗示这些幻觉, 双Dutchess, 并将低点视为学习体验。
“毒品的事情,这是一个很有趣的地狱……直到它没有。但你知道吗,我感谢它发生在我身上的那一天。因为那是我的力量,我的信念,我对更好的东西的希望。“
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Over the years, Fergie has gone through a lot. The 42-year-old singer just released her second album, Double Dutchess (her first in 11 years), and recently went through a heartbreaking divorce from her husband of 8 years, Josh Duhamel. After all these changes, Fergie recently opened up in an interview with a British publication about another significant event in her past life: dealing with a crystal meth addiction.
“At my lowest point, I was suffering from chemically induced psychosis and dementia. I was hallucinating on a daily basis,” she recalled. “It took a year after getting off that drug for the chemicals in my brain to settle so that I stopped seeing things. Id just be sitting there, seeing a random bee or bunny.”
She continued, “The drugs thing, it was a hell of a lot of fun… until it wasnt. But you know what, I thank the day it happened to me. Because thats my strength, my faith, my hope for something better.”
This is not the first time Fergie has opened up about her drug use. Over a decade ago, the singer said her addiction “was the hardest boyfriend I ever had to break up with.” She continues to hint at these hallucinations in her visual album, Double Dutchess, and sees her low point as a learning experience.